You know how some nights you say you’ll go out and don’t really want to so you just stay at home watching The Borgias and cry yourself to sleep (never, but maybe mentally), and other times you force yourself to go out and maybe it starts off slowly but then you end up having a really good time?

Tonight is the latter. Also I seem to have found a great bar 2 minutes walk from where I live so that’s great too.

why am I posting about travel when I should be talking about the fact that I JUST SIGNED A TENANCY AGREEMENT FOR MY FLAT NEXT YEAR!

IT’S SO PERFECT IT HAS WOODEN FLOORS AND EXPOSED BRICK WALLS AND A DISHWASHER I CAN’T EVEN

at this point I’m just standing in my little booth veiled behind 150 waiting people, hyperventilating

Today!

  • ++ watched Game of Thrones
  • + managed to get a Doctor’s appointment this week
  • + did a smidge of work
  • ++++++++ new phone arrived
  • — had to go to O2 to get a micro SIM
  • ————- Emily bailed on coming to Cornwall with me
  • —- stressing about work
  • +++++++ Rosie can come to Cornwall!
  • — dropped phone on pile of metal
  • ++ making bolognese
  • +++ new phone is sexy

sooooooooooooooo I was going to have a quiet night in working and whatnot but Emily rang me on the way to my place saying we were going to this bar so okay we went there then we spent 2 hours in Poppies (amaze fish and chips place) then she came back to mine for more wine (not that an enormous amount of gin had already been consumed or anything) and we impromtu filmed our conversation which may turn out to be a wonderful episode of ‘My Drunk Bitchin’ on charbytes so that could be fun. Also I found a topshop glasses case with these fab shades in it on the street so I totally have that now too gr8. Also I’m totally not prepared for tomorrow but that’s okay when am I ever prepared really.

guess what I just went on?     a date

I need to get my life back on fucking track.

I feel like I haven’t done any uni work in ages and I’m not going to any tutorials and I still haven’t made that theme and I’m supposed to be making a website for my class and quite a lucrative one for my brother but I’m just letting myself and others down by not doing anything.

I have to stop these pity parties and stop being drunk all the time. Apathy is wearing me down and that’s not who I want to be.

update 11:30 - despite all that I really want to just sit around and watch Harry Potter all day

it’s Amy’s birthday today so I went from Birmingham to Bath last night and we went out for drinks and stuff which was lovely and now we’re getting ready to reunite for brunch I love my friends.

p.s. OUTRAGED that McD has stopped being 24h on weekdays. shocking.

okay I’m going on an adventure for a couple of days to Birmingham and Brizzle ect, so see you soon .xoxo

I went to a dinner party last night

Such an adult

and I really freaked this girl Lulu out by telling her I went to prep school with her and she didn’t remember me. She was in a state of panic for quite a while, It was hilarious.