So I’ve just had one of those moments where I realise I can buy something I’ve been lusting after for ages because I have a bigger overdraft.
My contract doesn’t end until September but after 14 months this phone is failing to perform basic functions like text and call so I really need a new one. I want to get out of this horrid loop of paying for an expensive contract and needing a phone several months before it’s up so I’m just going to buy a phone and then when it’s up I’ll swap to a phoneless contract which will be way cheaper.
I decided I wouldn’t have enough money all summer for the Xperia Z at £550 and that I’d get the SP at £350 when it comes out at the end of the month but now on Amazon the Z is only £440 and I WANT IT SO BAD. So I’m going to buy it. fuck the police.
I so don’t deserve it though so I need it to be some sort of incentive to either do uni work or do work that will earn me money. I probably will buy it anyway though.
Did you want curls with that?
I’m starting to actually care about this essay
like I want to do well in it
I’m scared
I think it’s because it’s the first thing I’ve wrote about that I’ve actually been interested in, but now I’m sort of warping the question so I can write about the most interesting parts. 1000 words down, 1000 words to go.
update 00:01 - 1500 words can I stahp yet? have billions of things to do tomorrow and promised myself I’d get this done today ehhhghhhhhh
update 00:43 - just had the intense urge to shave my legs and ran with it. fuck it I’m going to sleep, will finish this tomorrow evening
update 01:39 - yep actually going to sleep now
I can’t believe I actually made this. So I’ve been pondering starting a youtube channel for a while but can’t until I buy a camera that works. But then I was taking a break from reading earlier and thought “hey why don’t you see what your first video would look like if you just took it on your webcam and spent half an hour editing it?”
And that is what this is folks :/
(if/when I do make real videos the jump cuts will be better and the lighting will be better and the quality will be better and I’ll be wearing makeup and might even shower for you!)








